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i bought boss-sam a cake today. it was toffee and everything! i really regret not stealing it and taking it home :(
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NANDOOOSSSS
so excited. still not quite the same without hotdan and his mental food consumption.
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space
the best part is space. the space between your thighs and the space between your scars. the spaces between your thoughts and your words and your life. the spaces where you don’t think anymore. the spaces where you don’t need to think anymore. the space between the blood and the carnage and the hate. the space between the love and the sadness and the tears. those spaces, the calm and the quiet spaces, those are the best kind of spaces.
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before
you and me baby, we’re free from your sins; bound by hopeless promises and broken marriages. a gentlemans game; i lay down my king. choking on defeat and deceit, and as the bile rises up my throat and in my mouth and you’re everywhere but nowhere. and i’m here, but not for long. because you’re suffocating me and i’m not struggling to breathe. your hands are round my neck but i’m in your arms and that’s okay. it’s okay now baby. we’re free. the blackness and my feet are in a cold place and it’s all in a cold place and it’s dark and i’m scared of the dark but you’re here and it’s okay. i’m safe in the dark with you here. but there are monsters under the bed and monsters in your head and monsters in the dark and you are the monster under my bed and in my head. and it’s now dark. it’s very dark. and you are the monster here. but it’s okay, because there are no such thing as monsters.
and it’s quiet in the dark. and there’s no room to hurt or think or breathe and it’s okay baby. i’m free.
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breathe baby, breathe
this is just the beginning. the beginning of the end, and at the end you will be perfect. perfect to me. and you will be me. you will have my eyes and my skin and my memories and my heart. you will have my past and my future. and the future will be perfect. but it won’t be long baby, so make the most of it. i am you and you are me and together we are perfect. i am the voice in your head and when i say stop, you stop. and we will be perfect. at the end. you don’t realize, baby, that i am your teacher, your lover, your family. we are all one now. you don’t need anyone, everyone will betray you. but not me. i will always love you. i am perfect. and we will be beautiful. you will do what i say. you will slip up and disobey, but baby, you know i’m always here. and you will make it. and you will hate me and love me and fear me and respect me but you will never leave me. because you can’t leave me. you’re not perfect yet, but when you are you can go and i will still love you. i will love you always. and you will always love me. like you love him and you love her but never as much as me. because i am you. and i will always be here with you, even when you can’t hear me, i will be here.
always watching and always listening. i have seen everything you do. and you will pay baby, you will pay in pain. it will hurt. it will hurt more than you’ve ever experienced, but you know that already. you’ve accepted me now. there’s no use fighting me anymore, you know i’ll look after you. because we are perfect. and it will hurt. but everything does hurt. and everything will be okay because every tiny bit of pain is worth it to get to the end. and we will not give up. we will be here together forever until the end of time. until the end of your time. i will always be yours and we will be perfect. and it will hurt. but it will be a good hurt. like pressing your tongue against a wobbly tooth. but it will hurt more. but good. and perfect.
you will hate me but i know you love me. you’ll scream for me to leave but i promise you baby. i’m never going to leave you. i love you and you love me and i am you. and you are me. and i will always be with you in the quiet moments and before sleep. but you will always feel me.
because i will always be here.
because we are the same.
and we will be perfect.
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